REPEATED FROM 2020

 

THE OLD PULLING THE PLUG ON SECRET EMOTIONAL ABUSE …TCL site
https://soberministrythoughts.wordpress.com/

 

 

THE BACKSTORY:ANY FORM OF “ABUSE” IS A RELATIONSHIP BIG ISSUE which also involves “SELF GOVERNMENT/SELF CONTROL” as well as a CHOICE to DECIDE how to handle one’s SELF..

ALSO  it’s a NATIONAL, GLOBAL growing giant REAL ISSUE..Especially with the Covid Lockdown, pandemic job losses, evictions and all of the many human big PRESSURES. Plus the frustration and then (about 2-3 months ago,an under cover officer..a former Secret Service trainer,  who now also searched out abusers and paedofiles shared that now that schools are closed, the ABUSED CHILD has no one to report any sexual, violent abuse to. WE EACH WANT TO KEEP THIS IN MIND A PRAY. Also SPOUSAL ABUSE grows, Suicides, depression, etc

 

T’S OWN BACKSTORY (Given God’s GREAT GRACE in ENDURING) “waiting for the other shoe to drop” wearing…due to RAGE OUTBURSTS…and endless suffering triggering long BERATING often BULLYING Lectures…, AT times persuing, glowering   AGGRESSIVE.. seeming “Blind” …however,  DEMONIC RAGE, complete with foul swearing, ACCUSATIVE  TONGUE LASHINGS.. Yet,  possibly over the long haul  (close to 20 In the Closet years) deeply even worse. repeated  the silent, hugely oppressive, demeaning and also wearing, dark ominous BIG sulking avoidant demeaning vibes..( as you didn’t know how to act, around it.. should YOU WAIT to see if it departs OR might something you mistakenly do ,TRIGGER it..to cause it to  ERUPT again, thus triggering MORE  foul fits of dominating  rage and anger…. THE  demonic, ever accusing ,yet fully quiet..(intentional ) The  Silent Treatment, withholding  ALL normal ..spousal affections..

 

Thus it’s brutal, too often long lasting, 3- 2  weeks or even much longer. And it’s dehumanizing, wearing  for it’s a CONTROLLING DELIBERATE  “people who oppose themselves” type of desperate means to WIN, .and it’s also of the Caustic Spirit of the ANTI-JAMES 3:17 “not one bit easily entreated PLUS) rather than resembling JESUS CHRIST..it’s the witness of this complete unsafe, unhealthy Luciferian Opposite..yet it does  SECRETLY ongoing …exist …in many a “Born again Christian Private Home”…

PLUS this is CURRENTLY ONGOING with  too many BABIES, YOUNG INNOCENT CHILDREN. STEP CHILDREN,TALENTED AND GIFTED YOUTH…SENIOR ELDERS,  PARENTS….

*PS Hence I understand a LOT about “abiding, enduring EORR + many different kinds of “relationships.” www.relationshiptheology.org

ALSO the aftermath of recurring  PTSD . I realized (long after) that being “BRAVE” and “forgiving, but putting up with it repeatedly..and “with God’s HELP “ENDURING”..and regaining ones PEACE despite.. MAY BE ONE  type of thing…which might be regarded as happening “DURING” the unkind EVENTS..and in own perception, even for MANY YEARS…

YET  after it’s been stopped, the(very unwanted, unexplainable) REGURGITATION is flashback, emotional internal even akin to demonic hindering MEMORIES, which are NOT ALL “forgiveness ” (WELP POP SNAP DIAGNOSE..as in “ACCUSE, BLAME the abuse VICTIM of  being in the SIN of UNFORGIVENESS, HOLDING BAGGAGE…in what is I firmly believe…  FIX EM FAST MINISTRY THEOLOGY) remaining  even 8-10 years following, residual REAL issues

• Today I share this as a SIGN to keep a WATCH and to PRAY.
• “Pray that GOD will REVEAL and UNCOVER and RESTORE…

.I pray that is helps someone turn to the Living Lord, to be STRONG. (And to hear daily how to navigate the complex, exceedingly difficult, long term majorly effecting and harmful… accusative deep waters)

HENCE I feel a real call to help PASTORS, MINISTERs as well as LAY ongoing assist, when ever THEY encounter, need wise ministry seasoned advice concerning helping MANY today who I would put into the category of God’s “PEOPLE WHO OPPOSE THEMSELVES” (“Born again Eqyptians,living in DeNile”) (have mini book, from 1998)

This can be MEN or WOMEN…as have dealt with each gender.

 

 

FOR ALL YOU SHAMMAHS**

**2 Samuel 23:11 Shammah was one of King David’s mighty men, won his biggest battle in the pea field.
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1.For all you Shammahs’ fighting in your pea field
Wielding your sword all alone,
Your God is raising up a Standard
He is there beside you, even in your home
For all you David’s facing your Goliath
Facing raging, or taunting or fear
Your God will give you mighty weapons
Just draw near to Him and possess them with your prayers.

 

CHORUS:
You may be living in a battle zone
But Jesus is your Mighty Man
You’re an overcomer by His Blood
On His Word You’ll stand (x2)

 

2.For all you Daniels living in your lions den
Facing death, uncertainty and fear
Keep standing in the presence of Your Master
He will close the lion’s mouth do not fear
For all of you who face a mighty challenge
Freedom from debt or earthly fear
God wants to give you mighty weapons
Possess them in His presence, by pressing into Him

 

CHORUS

 

3.For all you Bravehearts facing fiery trials
With circumstances out of your control
God is with you in your battle
Jesus is the fourth man in your fire.
Like Stephen and the saints who’ve gone before you
Just keep your eyes on Christ and Christ alone.
Put your trust in Him and sing Him praises:
Jesus is your Strength and His Peace your Victory.

 

CHORUS

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