END OF THE YEAR..OLD DECADE…OLD SEASON LOOK BACK

December 30, 2019 /

Feeling far more like a JOSHUA than any Caleb. So help me GOD …and HE HAS… and DID… and by sheer unmerited, albeit granted grace still DOES!

ABOVE(actually upon 2006-07 relocation Major DFW Adjustment..yet more throughout the MAJOR2010’s..clear noticing something MIGHTY peculiar about regional Systemized, usually TV celebrity following, micro-mighty mega “Born Again in Pioneering *mostly spiritiual turf clearly guarding…yet “5 fold office” professing Ministry”…that onwards to 90 percent were abiding MINUS “the holy abiding fear of the Lord”

SKIP FORWARD…Breaking Through…

BLESSED in 2019..new moves of God in local area..without the ministry area imposed leader shepherding /covering and along with that, the resident ministry backbiting. Yet fully in LOVE with the HOLY SPIRIT and the mega, down to earth, authentic Organic CHRIST..God is GOOD!

THE PAST LEADER DECADE …birth of the Barista Fellowship wise concept

EMERGE FROM CHURCH (Begat circa 2012?) http://www.emergefromchurch.wordpress.com

CLOSING OUT A MIGHTY WEIGHTY LEADER DECADE…SO WHY ARE SO MANY REFUSING TO COME TO CHURCH…AND KEEPING THEIR CHILDREN AWAY FROM, BASIC ELEMENTARY BORN AGAIN FOUNDATIONS, TOO??

www.onlinefellowship.us aka DFW LEADER MINISTRY (ONLINE) FELLOWSHIP (Begat 2015) (“WHEN THERE’S NO SAFE, HEALTHY, NOT INTO SMOTHERING (WHO ARE YOU UNDER) COVERING” HIGHER PLACE TO GO… ON THE LAND”) is just one by product of the Christ Following following “The Virtual Cave of Adullam” “End Time Online Catacombs” (started to note the ministry rampant all knowing leader accusation, end of 1990s’) and then following after the Deep Southwest Relocation (another supreme story in itself) (Yet we are, have always been PRO On Land Hebrews 10:25 but nowadays to many are fitting the 2 Timothy 3:1-5…FF (accuser Friendly Fire)..as in Pauline somberly apostle commanded ” From Such Turn Away” Mighty Sefl Righteous Fellowship; Hence http://www.emergefromchurch.wordpress.com

A BIG POINT…CHURCH IN STEEP DECLINE….IS IT THE PROLIFERATION OF MULTI….MINI/ LITTLE AND MEGA LEADER SYSTEMS??? (Analogous to the formula driven BUSINESS MACHINE …the precise, intended for secure revenue generating (?) as in the (mostly) stylized, modern SAINT ALGORITHM?

ALL ABOVE…DEEP DEEEEPP SOUTH (“Sweet Infant Christ ONLY mostly)..PIONEERING MINISTRY VISITOR MEMORIES….OVER HONORING BIG, TEENY TITLES, HIERARCHY AND MANDATORY TOP LEADER “BEING REGARDED AS SOLEY CHIEF APOSTOLIC “UNDER”. And as an apparently strong looking real woman, one felt viewed more as a ministry perceived Potential POSSESSION, and/or a “Second rate chattel coming to be UNDER each one of the (mostly if not ONLY ) WELP apostolic HIM’s..

HENCE (Circa 2012) At the direction of the Lord, following 2005-2012 utmost (EXTREMELY DEEP ) concern for WHO, WHAT , was, now IS “going on presumably under the Good Wholesome, Honest True Name of the Risen Mature Ministry CHRIST, and as a PROPHETIC ACT, set down the IFFM 5013c and went totally “DBA.” (means WITHOUT ANY DONATED FUNDS).. and dismissed this HUMAN REAL WINSOME PERSON from being a “charismatic” ..and that means NOT into being around, messing among that VERSION of “holy Spirit born again, moving in the spiritual gifts, mostly ALL ONLY “TV MINISTRY Clearly infected Minister Subgroup MEGA, MICRO Unfriendly Stereotyping Regal Types.

AND every so SLOWLY, KINDLY and ministry RESPECTFULLY began to be a whole lot more UP FRONT and DIRECT for the Ministry Dull of Perception and many appearing CLUELESS about THE REAL ETERNAL MAIN CAUSE was blaspheming the Good Name of JESUS CHRIST and warping, polluting and unhealthy MORPHING so called MINISTRY.

GOOD OLD BIG COUNTRY WISE ALL RED STATE BIG BROS, many RUDE and errant ARROGANT, including repeated ministry leader defrauding…AND also… some of YOU leader GOOD OLE SIS’S…YOU are actually what got me, the peaceful, timid, area apostle/ office prophet, turned FAR MORE APOSTOLIC ASSESSING. VOCAL…

(During the 2010’s about 2015-16) I once had an Arab Muslim peaceful fine girlfriend. She had been abused by her CHRISTIAN(denominational) Husband..and was staying with me for 5-6 weeks. I got to ask her about the Arabs, Muslims. It was fascinating and happy family fellowship kind of fun. But she told me this…

“Many Muslims, persons from other nations, come over to your country and are kind, peaceful. But then, when they suffer bias, get made fun of, mistreated and repeatedly DISRESPECTED..then they turn EXTREMEIST. RADICAL.

So I suppose that “Ministry Wannabeism in the DFW Area.. turned this shy kind retiring James 3:17 fully abiding, person into the RADICAL which now pens and states all of this open ended but intentionally UP FRONT STUFF.
BUT, it’s RADICAL to upfront reprove, exhort, Noble Berean even doctrine CORRECT and pray for REPENTANCE, Down South revival in MINISTRY. AND to teach and train in E.O.R.R.

CIRCA 2011 onward E.O.R.R. “Equal Opportunity REAL RESPECT ” for the office of EVERY human made in God’s image ” Psalm 139 ..and we EORR to all races,faiths, genders, human persons and to the TOP NATIONAL OFFICE to the very LOWEST human person

BIG BIASED CHURCH..I would use MUCH CAUTION in addressing persons with whom YOU do not ministry regard as SAVED or NOT VOTING LIKE US. OR LOOKING LIKE US or BELIEVING LIKE US, MALE, FEMALE, ANY OTHER,

ABOVE..Began a Continuing TRUTH SEARCH about WHO AND WHAT genuinely Ministry, Leader, many Good Doctrines AUTHENTICALLY “organically(minus any human added synthetic additives) JESUS CHRIST FOLLOWING?

GALLOP POLL

Q. SO WHAT ABOUT THE NEXT 10-20 FRUSTRATED CHURCH YEARS ?

Q.AND WILL THERE CONTINUE TO BE A RECOGNIZABLE AUTHENTIC “CHURCH” AT THIS RATE?

CHURCH MEMBERSHIP DOWN SHARPLY THE PAST 2 DECADES

https://news.gallup.com/poll/248837/church-membership-down-sharply-past-two-decades.aspx

CHURCH LEADERS AND DECLINING CHURCH ATTENDANCE

https://news.gallup.com/opinion/polling-matters/242015/church-leaders-declining-religious-service-attendance.aspx

LOCAL CHURCH means in YOUR area..ANYWHERE.

And YOU may not be completely surrounded by mega churches, famous Big Christian Leaders…like out here ..but RELATIONSHIPS MATTER not just producing INCOME, ACHIEVEMENTS..looking GOOD and trying to smell leader People Pleasing Sugar SWEET, complete with area wannabes, needing to be NOTICED as the upcoming LATEST and GREATEST. (…Let me OUTTA ALL THERE)

In U.S., Decline of Christianity Continues at Rapid Pace

APOSTOLIC DFW LEADER UNDERSTANDS WHY

http://www.dfwleader.org

“SUBMITTED” to each and every one of YOU (as using THAT particular apostolic word is GIANT…let’s say even YOOOOGE in Modern Parts of Born Again area Ministry)

FOR THE AGED HEAD…NO… the SHE is just BEGINNING never even considers “retiring” as that’s for AIN’Ts not Choice Leader Ministry SAINTS. NOBODY in my extended pastor’s family ever “retired’ …maybe my mother, after my father’s passing…Still, Office Prophets Don’t QUIT. Been working out TOO LONG to feel like any sort of quittin’ fogey..(aside Mention…KUDOS to the Apostle of Aerobics, Christian servant leader, medical physician.. Dr Kenneth Cooper…a huge LIFE SAVER.) ALONG WITH THE ALMIGHTY LIVING GOD, word of FAITH** based, Holy Spirit Healing..and mucho PRAYER…still…saved by SHEER UNDESERVED GREAT GRACE!

** Been standing on/claiming “MY YOUTH IS RENEWED LIKE THE EAGLE’S..OVERCOMING AND SOARING..” since the very early 90’s…SO IT TRULY IS.So why should anyone be SURPRISED?!! Also, God has granted me HIS GRACE to still feel exactly the same (!!EXACTLY) (live by my inner age 28) (MAYBE ROUNDER*) as I used to in my 20-30’s..Giving GOD the PRAISES…
*MOST of this is left over ACCUSATION -HELL WEIGHT from being under so much WELP,prior marriage Attack. Please lift me up as I really need and want to get it fully OFF.

ONLY EXCEPTIONS…..EXCEPT RIGHT NOW…far more CONFIDENT, LESS AFRAID, FULLY JOYFUL and MUCH MORE HAPPY!! NEARLY 200% FEAR LESS. USUALLY VERY GODLY CONTENT (yet not into being “self satisfied”) (TJ Testimony!!)

However, the Walk(ride, stand, sit, run, work out) in the Office of a Prophet can lay very LOW or come OUT as God tells.

PS Took God the LAST 10 SOLID MATURING YEARS to get me this OUT OF THE PROVERBIAL “FEAR OR CARING WHAT HAPPENS OR PLEASING HUMAN ABIDING FOLKS BOX..

SO NOW…..living it to the MAX…MMXX..

PS “MAXIMUM may be SUPER GOOD or not ..but sensing that however, whatever it is…it’s sure to be MAXIMUM.

PLEASE NOTE: THE LEADER SONG BELOW..IT’S BEEN MY OVERALL LIFE GOD THEME SINCE I RECEIVED IT FROM THE LORD.

“IT’S YOUR GOODNESS AFTER ALL” IS THE BIG THEME AS IT WAS DOWNLOADED following a worship conference in 2016.