SUPER BIG EXHORT… ACQUIRING AND LESSONS LEARNED TO FORM ABIDING RELATIONSHIP THEOLOLGY

November 30, 2020 /

INTENDED TO WAKE THE SNOOZING BODY OF CHRIST..AND ALL OF THIS IS IN ONE VAST, GIANT COMPLEX AREA, YET IT WAS A RECURRING LEADER DISCOVERY..BUT..WHILE THIS DESCRIBES WHAT OCCURS IN JUST ONE GIANT AREA.. IN HINDSIGHT…. IT APPEARS TO BE IN MEGA MAJOR WHAT EXISTS ALL AROUND THE USA IN SMALLER MORE MINI, MICRO YET SIMILAR MINISTRY CHRIST FOLLOWING GROUPS (not all but TOO OVER MANY) FOR I’VE NOTED OFTEN THESE SUBCULTURES AS GOD DIRECTED ME AROUND THE PROPHETIC, FAITH FILLED MICRO-MEGA UNITED STATES HIS TONGUE SPEAKING, TV MEDIA FOLLOWING, MIDDLE INCOME 5 FOLD OFFICES

Clearing out any ministry MASSIVE ACHIEVEMENT DROSS before we begin the KINGDOM OF GOD new series

“IF WE’RE CONTINUALLY OVER WORKING..WE’RE USUALLY NOT DEEPLY DISCERNING”

Futile Psalm 115 “The TCL Deep South Upper Management

NOTE: This is ANTI ” WE WILL DIAGNOSE BUT WE WILL NOT RELATE”(as frankly, this is FELLOWSHIP with the Accepting Friendly Christian MINISTRY “in the Beloved” … not , trained licensed THERAPISTS or even TV Dr Phil!

WHO IS A REJECT OUT CAST? Successful Silly Selah

“When the entire society is out of whack the saved Christians within can help win it back” ….by authentically MODELING the NATURE OF THE EORR and ABIDING CHRIST in EACH ONE OF, in ALL OF their abiding, ongoing, DIVERSE ministry ,personal, private before a Holy GOD ….RELATIONSHIPS

PLUS “NO MORE BERATING, WE ARE SO “HOLY”..MINISTRY ACCUSER FINGER POINTING… BIBLE BEAT DOWNS!”

PS No more devoted PASTOR MINISTRY FAN CLUB “I AM FOR APOLLOS’ NO I ONLY FOLLOW PROPHET FAMOUS PAUL” respecter of many persons, division, with TOO many dependent and resembling Non Questioning doctrinal Leader BLIND CLONING …it so widely appears.

APOSTLE PAUL presently offers LOTS of Bible prophetic ministry “KOOL AIDE” which is NOT talked about and which I admittedly Noble Berean imbibe, and in fact dwell (EORR, EPHESIANS 4 DIVERSE, UNIFIED COMMUNITY..RELATIONSHIP RESPECT all of which come from Hanging Out with the Lord and studying Paul’s call, heart and broad, accpsting humble, trustworthy (again Ephesians 4 apostolic training) a area SOCIETY transformation COMMUNITY ..) as well as much RELATIONSHIP SAFE MORE

FOR THE WISE BODY OF CHRIST: SPARE ME THE NAIVE, JUNIOR PROPHETIC MINISTRY POP PSYCHOLOGY. For I used to be Sent DOWN WAY SOUTH..to the apparent POP CULTURE MINISTRY MASTERS but only JESUS CHRIST can SAVE ME..AND YOU and that , ANYONE FROM THE VERY POPULAR LEADER CHRISTIAN’S “AVOID THE RELATION” “HIERARCHAL” FAST FIX FALSE DOCTRINES.

“PERCEIVERS AND DISCERNERS’ are rampant now in this earth. Many have been prior abused, persecuted, Bible beat down pressured, had big bias against..and now they ARE PREPARED by SENSING and INTUITIVELY ever ON GUARD. I know as I used to be ONE of abused , persecuted, gender biased against NO FOE them and met the MENTALLY HARDENED well intentioned, yet perceptively CLUELESS and DULL…so many and so very OFTEN that God used that to help understand DEMEANING RACISM, BIAS, and the lack of COMPASSION in much of the Christian office senior “trading on the famous well known preachers Honest Caring Name” office “subtypes.” …

“ELI’S COMING..HIDE YOUR HEARTS NOW”

Which I have named, “The Compassion Fatigued Eli Temple High Priesthood” All wise, accuse the lone deeply grieving leader woman, users, into MAMMON chasing, often womanizing, DULL OF HEARING,majorly leader imperceptive, CLUELESS about sent persons who are NOT EXACTLY LIKE THEMSELVES….appear to be self involved, hurried, weary, battle fatigued but too many seem to be resting on the Ministry Last Move of God Famous Laurels…ZERO Abiding Holy Fear of the LORD…Many Demas Ministers…Lost First Love (many articles which I may reprint soon ) 2012 on..NEVER any Jesus”wept” empathy, kind compassIon NEVER any (as they are heavily time pressured, thus NO time and energy to spare) to “WEEP WITH THOSE WHO WEEP,to mourn with those who mourn” (ASSESSED ALL OF THIS AS A “RELATIONSHIP” TYPE OF THING)..but all refer them over to the the Ministry Pop Psychology FIX EM FAST Courses..(mostly We Achievement LP)

“Move em IN, move em OUT..keep them prophetic doggies MOVING…”

THE BEST IS THEIR HEART DESIRING TO HELP. THE WORST IS THAT MANY ARE CLUELESS (+ TOO EASILY HORRIFIED)

Yet, the worst part is that all of their devout, usually CHOICE devout Ministry FOLLOWERS(each well trained, very well intended, but sort of clueless) all seem to be USING (area wide) what mostly appears to be WELP Fast Forward to Fix Em Ministry which MISTAKENLY if a less than deep “minister” has NO LIFE SUFFERING EXPERIENCED or is BIASED,(Book Learned, not LIFE EXPERIENCE maturely educated) albeit NO DEPTH, SHALLOW for then THOSE are very prone to JUDGE, an label and unwisely ACCUSE suffering, grieving even just after rape attempts, forced unwanted divorce, and ongoing trauma and abuse…of “being in the sin of UNFORGIVENESS as in “YOUR Fault as we diagnose YOU as needing FIXED..as was YOUR fault.” (“Meaning “NO compassion, Jesus wept EMPATHY..and NO “weep with those who weep” …as it takes too long, requires a emotional expenditure within a RELATIONSHIP )

DEEP SOUTH DISCUSSIONS..EXCEEDING PIOUS AND DAINTY

THE ONLY ISSUE: IF one shares that they have just survived ABUSE ,TRUMA, are in DEEP GRIEF, then puhlease for CHRIST”S SAFE NAME all refrain from inferring that THEY are in SIN for sharing..venting, relating the PAIN. MYSELF speaking “I usually have done all my UNFORGIVING, prior to any meetings. However, been forced into a bully unwanted accuser divorce, following purposely choosing to TRY to always forgive, 16-17 years of growing demeaning emotional abuse (F YOU ongoing rage) yet without any close family, ministry who KNEW how that felt. SO when I tried to share my VICTORY (2 top sr prophetic ministers) what I had been through, but SURVIVED, was now feeling very VICTORIOUS but wanting RELATIONSHIP Empathy, “weep with those who weep”..I noted that as SOON as I told him, what I’d passed through, that they immediately changed, SNAP PROCESSED ME through their (MEGA CONVENIENT stereotype)”SHE’S JUST A DAMAGED LONE PERSON” and dropped me completely and fully,would NEVER relate again.

BUT I noted it not only for myself but for COUNTLESS area minister,(unwisely, demeaning, Processing Prophetic ministry accusation ( NON SORRY FOR THEMSELVES, NOT WOUNDED BIG BAGGAGE COMPLAINERS, SORRY FOR THEMSELVES, HOLDING BIG UNFORGIVENESS.

AND THAT is ENOUGH to call for THEOLOGY EXAMINATIONS. And I as well as anyone else feel free to examine MY OWN Abiding Relationship SAFE Approach”
PLUS don’t area MINIMIZE, AVOID, FORMULARIZE people’s legitimate BIG HURTS, ABUSE..TRY NOT TO ACT act like YOU have heard “all of this before, countless times” so that NOW they QUICK JUDGE YOU on HOW TO FIX YOU… FORMULA PROCESS YOU..it is FORMULA, TOO FAST FIX OBJECTIFYING..and it HURTS the already sorrowing, deeply was prior injured, persecuted, ANY OTHER. (SO IMMATURE, SHELTERED, FORMULA NO COMPASSION SHALLOW)

LESSON LEARNED THE HARD WAY:

AS AN GOD ORGANIC ORIGINAL..ITS HARD TO BE CONFINED BY BOOK LEARNED WHO ARE NOT.
NOBODY WHO IS LESS DEEP THAN YOU IS ABLE TO ACCURATELY DISCERN YOU,MUCH LESS “READ YOU” IF THEY ARE BOOK LEARNED ONLY BUT NOT TRULY A TOP OFFICE, (MINISTRY JUNIOR, BLESSED WELL INTENTIONED YET SECOND, THIRD OF 5 IN COMMANDE.. ASSOCIATES OFTEN HAVE NO CLUE UNLESS THEY FORMERLY WERE AN EXPERIENCE PROPHETIC, OFFICE TRAILBLAZER)

5. BOOK WELL TRAINED is NOT “LIFE WELL TRAINED” plus I confided to a “women’s pastor”(hoping to find a fellowship FRIEND, and PEER(at least I felt that I was being (professed) prophetically PERCEIVED correctly) as I had lost my family, mother, etc)..and I SHARED, OPENED UP about my workplace office rape attempt. I had lost it all, was still in PTSD but always inner pretty calm and had moved away from that area. But I was seeking “weep with those who weep” “mature ‘ UNDERSTANDING and shared to VENT primarily as I had been forced to ENDURE ALL ALONE as no family.

MINISTER ASIDE…. MAKING A LEADER POINT: do not GOSSIP, blab, tell all of the many leader OTHERS what a trusting True Servant Of the Most High God, (yet albeit Just a ONE who is NOT
world wide famous)..has professionally CONFIDED in YOU, (Which I had 2 times after confiding in 50 year old staff persons who were WELL OFF, overly book formula overly dependent and clearly NOT filled with Holy Spirit MIGHT (which I am) and fair more WE CENTRIC Dainty.

SO VERY DISAPPOINTING..makes on LOSE THEIR FELLOW MINISTER ABILITY TO TRULY EVER TRUST

BRIEF ASSESSMENT ASIDE..PERCEIVING AMONG THE WHITE SKINNED CHRISTIAN MINISTRY TRIBES

REGARDING THE DIFFERENCES AMONG THE MANY “STYLES” OF WHITE LEADERS (my daughter is quick to remind me of EASTERN Europeans who are also white skinned, YET this fine leader group has NEVER come into my radar as wanting NON EORR trying to Rule Over everyone in ministry..(yet who knows, perhaps there are few or many ELSEWHERE)

So the following is about just WESTERN EUROPEAN ancestry
SO, IN ORDER TO CLARIFY: among the White, Caucasian Western European assessed deep ancestry are WE CENTRIC (Western European ancestry which come across as WE ARE THE RULING WORLD, COLONIAL ” and for sensitive, book learned even seen as overly dependent and NOT seeming hearty, multicultural)I assess them as more strict about Rules..and prefer STRUCTURE…(AND I AM NOT WE “ARE ALWAYS IN THE RIGHT” CENTRIC”. NOR due I deem that Christ the Savior has senior office appointed ME to be OVER ALL or to RULE over and Set them UNDER the non WE COLONIAL Her.

FOR ANYONE’S NEED TO UNDERSTAND..THIS IS NOT A WHITE ONLY, UPWARDLY MOBILE SOCIAL STRATA LIVING.. MOVE OF GOD

SO FULLY NOTE..THIS FAIR NON BIASED HUMAN PERSON is “WE GLOBAL” much more diverse, not a bit Legalistic, NOT unto OWNING, RULING OVER but more like Apostle Paul Galatians 1:1-2 “the brothers, sisters that are WITH Me (co-laboring in NON SLAVE OWNER DIVERSE APOLITICAL UNITY in the white harvest fields along SIDE this me)

AS ALL OF THIS REPEATEDLY INVOLVES “RELATIONSHIPS” and reflects on the MINISTRY but even more so on JESUS CHRIST’S GOOD SAFE ONGOING REPUTATION

THE CURRENT (seeming ALL WISE)WELL SETTLED IN..FAN OR MINISTRY “UP UNDER” THE FAMOUS PASTOR MINISTRY FOLLOW NEEDS TO KNOW HOW NOT TO DEAL WITH A NON “WORSHIP POP: CULTURE REPRODUCED “ORGANIC COULD BE ORIGINAL, OTHER GOD MOVE..genuine Pure Hearted APOSTLE” (not maybe YOUR skin color, appearance, inner energy, Seeming Style, gender, “ministry focus” etc)

NOTE… FOR THE POP PSYCH MINISTERS…THE PIONEERING SR OFFICE, CHIEF APOSTLE IS NOT moved by FORMULAS. Or “only” book learned, WE are used to ORIGINAL FRESH “TAILOR MADE SENT, ONE OF A KIND ” MANNAH” and are hearty, used to Pauline life shipwrecks,chief sifting (all of this I conveyed purposely WAS) but as “FEMALE” NOBODIES are not so respected by WHITE prophetic, at least in WELP authorities, one does indeed take their UNSAFE chances.

YET,…EACH OF THIS added one more revelation and perceived MEGA NOW REAL NEED for ABIDING RELATIONSHIP A.R.T. THEOLOGY real life UNDERSTANDING of Famous Ministry area followers TRUE and FALSE TEACHING. Hence the A.R.T…. WELP training. (when the female immature but appeared kind,pastor, said that she was trained in “Theophostic WELP counseling” my hear dropped, for prior to DFW I was in an Success Oriented wide area when that come upon the scene. AND back then is when I noticed the “everyone who vents, shares their VALID hurts’ are accused of being “UNFORGIVING, Having BAGGAGE” which I do not have,for I immediately SELF ASSESS,SELF DIAGNOSE for I realize the lay of the spiritual..emotional..real life.. turf.

WELL MEANING BELOW: immature shallow well book learned but POOR “FELLOWSHIP ” STAFF, HAND APPOINTED ASSOCIATE FEMALE WELP MINISTER ” ACCUSE THE ABUSED REAL PERSON, BUT THEN ACCUSE THE CONFIDING PERSON..AS “SINNER” But then GOSSIP ABOUT THIS TO WARN THE TOP STAFF.

YET when I “shared” the real NEEDS (work place office rape attempt, car died, I filed a police report, but did not press charges FOR the 6’6″ football player size he was self proclaimed buzzed, and stoned and was late in the office nearby to “sleep it off” ALSO I had long prior minimized all unnecessary contact with divorced Ego Him, as several weeks prior to this, I had witnessed him waiting for what appeared to be a young prostitute with spiked red heels in our mutual hallway, one early AM, and thus regarded HIM as a notorious womanizer also as a type of seer, I perceived his woman chasing spirit.and I what I could to avoid the seeming snakey,plus turned out to be MEAN him)HOWEVER I understood that he had 2 young kids,BUT after I filed an official police report, I felt duty bound to WARN the Owner…therefore I respectfully called the top owner of the bank building where I had subleased the one room office, BOTH OF THEM (perpetrator and lawyer high owner , then afterwards, CALLED THE COPS ON ME TWICE, it seemed to “scare off the Little Lone Victim Woman”..Yet, it appeared to me..that maybe I was interrupting some SCHEME they had going… in that huge building. AND it was straight out of the 60 MINUTES Show where the GOOD OLE BOY WHITE LOCALS retaliate against the VICTIM using the Local White COPS…and I felt pursued, attacked, CHASED …Jezebel (more like LUCIFER spirits) TARGETED…as I really deeply wonderfully KNOW who I am in the LORD..I perceived it all similar to Queen Jezebel and Ahab trying TO KILL OFF the Prophet Elijah) SO ALL of which I survived but was DRAINED, plus had NO resources or area network.. ..and it was DEPLETING, mostly financially, as it took my time, resources and KEYBOARD (composing, training, teaching lessons, filming) CAR GIANT PAINFUL LINGERING ISSUES.

PS THIS PART NOTES “THE LOCAL CHRISTIAN MINISTRY AREA… RELATIONSHIP FRUIT” thank God for the PRAYER LINES from ministries, and THE FIRST UNITED METHODIST CARING CHURCH.(note, not an ever super suspicious, hugely overworked, and complacent, Indifferent, noticeably well to do…as in spirit filled tongue talker MINISTRY VILLAGE WELL OFF “peer” cared enough to help an attacked, car had died NOT FAMOUS, NOT BELONGING area STRANGER) AND PLEASE FULLY NOTE: the only reason I got to know the FIRST METHODISTS was the the FIRST plus (ONE AND THE ONLY )”Grass roots CHIEF GOOD SAMARITAN, whom I had encountered in my car free imprisonment at the local Starbucks, was a FUMC staff member, but also an LGBT. (mmmmm….God felt a need to SPEAK apparently …)

SO I noted the RESPECT and VALUE FOR A FELLOW SUFFERING HUMAN BEING and it made me, stil office makes, me authority wonder..about WHO is GOING TO ACTUALLY BE IN HEAVEN after we all SUPPOSEDLY get there…

ELITE SINS OF DEEP SOUTH SODOM

https://biblehub.com/ezekiel/16-49.htm

UNWITTINGLY WE MIGHT
PROJECT OUR PAST ONTO ANOTHER ..IF WE ARE NOT WELL SKILLED, DISCERNING

YET LATER, I found out later that I SHOULD NOT HAVE shared a THING with this Formula Raised Raw, coming up from chaos, poverty (which I had NOT..but which SHE projected upon The NON CHAOTIC or DUMB …also NOT DEPENDENT, resource assessed person, creative original realistic creative, fully inventive apt thinker and NOT into proven Big Formulas NOT AN AREA STEREOTYPE

YET..however, FOR GOD’S NEEDS (?) Appear ALONE FEMALE but not one bit UPSET, needing to find A MAN or anything less than GODLY CONTENTED…but all of this was NOT the time or place to go into the short lunch appointment with the area fine fellowship’s “appointed Pastor Of the woman”..

..WHO THEN used her POP PSYCHOLOGY which I recognized..to accuser judge,diagnose me as “coming to GET” “fragile” “unemployed,coming to con” and ‘shiftless non working’ and then warned the ENTIRE TOP LEADERSHIP which was SO leader disheartening but also DISTURBING and A RELATIONSHIP TRUST BIG ISSUE. To be deeply found, NO empathy or outside the formula Quirck Fit in the Box…promptly Pop Psych proceed “deflect” Self Protected..DIAGNOSE, rather than PEER RELATE.

And THIS DIAGNOSE rather than RELATE were in the what was impossible to miss. what I WE GLOBAL DIVERSE MULTICULTURAL TRIBAL may evaluate as THE AREA WE CENTRIC GENTRY of ministry.

AND “no weep with those who weep” but a SHALLOW, WELL BOOK LEARNED…BUT NO DEPTH of understanding OR of Caring.

THUS..hence the A.R.T. “RELATIONSHIP TRAINING” …

for “TIS BETTER TO FELLOWSHIP FROM AFAR THAN TO BE IGNORANTLY MISTREATED, MINISTRY FAULT FINDED AND AVOIDED..BY THE CLUELESS,SELF PITYING, SELF WISE…REPEATEDLY ASSESSED AS THE BORN AGAIN…VASTLY IMMATURE “ARE IN NEED OF NOTHING” BIG VAST GIANT ACQUIRING VILLAGE

THE LOVERS OF “OUR” SWEET CHOSEN “OUR PREFERRED STYLE ONLY” SPECIAL “SELVES” “from such MANY turn away” per Apostle Paul’s command 2 Timothy 3:1-5. I really have!

THE APOSTOLIC, OFFICE MEGA TRUE PROPHET , MAVERICK SPIRITUAL TRAIL BLAZER OF THE GLOBAL DIVERSE CHURCH WORLD WIDE is foretold,

ISAIAH 11:2-3

NOTE: Top www.onlinefellowship.us SEE link for PDF TEN BIBLE RELATIONSHIPS which under pressure, will represent the NON ACCUSER ISAIAH 11:2-3 Messiah OR the GENESIS 3 ACCUSER

EORR “Equal Opportunity REAL RESPECT for the Office Of Every Human Being Made in God’s Image (Psalm 139)

END WITH A MEGA, MICRO, EVEN GLOBAL RECURRING “LEARNED LESSON”

It’s the repeatedly assessed as “born very poor”” but “God richly BLESSED” who all seem to have their BIBLE TEACHING MINDS “RENEWED” and clearly EDUCATED to “”Get what they WANT” “to “BELIEVE TO RECEIVE, TO RISE TO THE NEXT LEVEL”..have MORE(which is not WRONG when in BALANCE and MATURITY)(Note not a one of this is white non spirit filled , BLACK or BROWN OR TAN skin..at least in my leg of this sad journey.)
Also, .. as I was not raised in this TV Ministry doctrine, from birth 30 years, due to time in history was Billy Graham, Jesus People, PRIOR to Christian TV making MANY to achieve to show how BLESSED they are…and nto Mega Making it BIG and RICH..
BE IT NOW KNOW..that despite what is NOW..still on the leader journey. STILL.. I was not raised POOR or DYSFUNCTIONAL..I am not, only by God’s grace, what I perceive as ALL OF THE ABOVE as perhaps first generation business leader all knowing SUCCESS.such as racing,running NOUVEAU RICHE..which again I AM NOT. For I noted the FORMULAS,BIAS and LACK OF EMPATHY COMPASSION, substituting Fast Fix Formulas on the all knowing age about mid 50s on down(NOT THEM ALL) FRANKLY, I can live CAR CAMPING as I have LIVED in style all my prior well life and count any odd car camping wise but judged as BEING VERY PROFESSIONAL Liberating, EMPOWERING apostolic JOURNEY as PROFITABLE for what is about to COME.
I am NOT a whimp but very international minded GLOBAL CENTRIC world thinker…THUS I often THINK of the internet viewers who may view OUR MY MEDIA from a 3rd of 4th world living condition. AND it has made this formerly too reserved me, MORE DEEPLY SECURE and supremely BOLD and JOYFULLY HAPPY. (Ministers, YOUR Christ needs not be portrayed as a RICH PROUD US, BIBLE THUMPING, FORMULA DRIVEN..EXCLUSIVE STEREOTYPE)
I’d suffered a “life altering, fully smattering provisional, life style ministry HALTING abrupt “HIS”-acane Katrina proportions..YET, this was a BIBLICAL PROPORTIONS, yet secret, private yet chief apostle akin to Pauline life altering apostolic shipwreck…YET… nobody GOT THAT.

MINISTRY THINKING THAT********THE ( PERFECTIONIST APPEARING) THEY DIDN’T REALLY WANT TO …for it was not PRETTY ENOUGH. *****????? …and/or making Good Progress CONVENIENT..and/or NOT FAST FORMULA MINISTRY FAST FIXABLE
OR this DFW REGION accustomed prophetic Queendom, Religious KING basic style.. only wanted to SELF PROTECT as I had car issues, was car camping (WHICH To Grass Roots Missionary, help the homeless, charity RUNS IN THE FAMILY) it was not HORRIFYING or SHOCKING or “FEARFUL that this noble PERSON was SUFFERING in a (I now perceive it as a PROPHETIC SIGN TO THE SAME BIG CHRISTIANS)
WHY? I felt it, repeatedly as I watched each and every “Special One”..for it would come up in my spirit
WHY AGAIN? Sad to report,but all my entire Christian MINISTRY life,God seems to SEND ME like a FORERUNNER to what is going to happen in ministry NEXT. And I was not prepared for THIS level of prophetic GOD SENT ‘offscouring of the world” DEEP SOUTH ENTIRE MINISTRY experience. However,I take it all in stride but NOT going to minimize the PAIN ..of NOT being LOVED or RESPECTED and having accepting caring emotionally supportive COMMUNITY.
I also FEAR for the kinds of “STAID CHRISTIANS” who are this blind, dull, heartless, SELF INVOLVED, and paranoid about been TAKEN, I fear after I was accused and lied about..foreseeing some of YOU in the car camping adventure, if not YOUR KIND CHILDREN..and I saw BIG GOD FORBID”
But I will help YOU adjust so contact this USA apostle for advice GIVING THIS NOW (Just relax, observe, trust God, ENJOY join a gym or 2-3 like me for area wide maintinance, and when YOU feel less than positive, alone, just PRAY for the children, youth ,all who are being SOLD into SEXUAL TRAFFICKING..murdered, tortured, the captive Muslims in Chinese camps…around the world.. VICTIMS, PERSECUTED CHURCH, and then practice GRATEFULNESS and OTHER CENTRIC focus..Fully while reminded YOUR SOLD OUT CHOSEN SELF that at LEAST you are not (presently) in some MIGRANT CAMP, being TORTURED for YOUR FAITH as some who MIGHT live there may be (ONLINE ministry viewers..
AND. KEEP ONE ETERNAL EYE OPEN for “YOU, WE, I ARE JUST PASSING THROUGH”
EARTH is the only HELL a true Christian will ever know. While EARTH is the only HEAVEN a non Believer will ever know. Self Absorbed Ministry Selah

WITH ALL OF THIS NOW SAID:

PASTORS, FRONT LINES LEADER..I would strongly CAUTION EACH OF YOU to not be this Hanky wringing, BIASED, CLEARLY IMMUNE, TIME SAVING, NOT NICE, JADED, WHITE PROUD, BIASED..and AVOIDANT, of the CAR DWELLER, AREA HOMELESS as well as the NEW BREED of which due to COVID and evictions, (Also I will pray that none of YOU are ever among them)

WHAT’S MADE IT VERY HARD, EVEN THE ONLY WORST PART. ..it’s not the SHIPWRECKS,car camping, bully by the Denton White world Cops..but in all my extensive LIFE, the ONLY PURE HEARTACHE,TRIAL, MISERY has come from IGNORANT IMMATURE,CARNAL, MEDIA INFLUENCES, VERY CARNAL (MONEY NEEDING) “SELF IMPORTANT “BORN AGAIN ” LEADERS.
NOT the lack,want, etc, IT is their POOR RELATIONSHIP THINKING and PLACING “MAKING MONEY, PROTECTING THEIR OWN MONEY, ET” MONEY which is the absolute WORST 35 year DISCOVERY..
THEIR, MY, OUR MONEY TAKES TOP PRIOITY,THEIR NON DIVERSE EVEN OCCULT, STYLE, OVER “VALUING ANOTHER HUMAN RELATIONSHIP

SO I TEACH.

NOT For the remnant, as they already resemble pursuing after their FIRST LOVE., Thus all of this mentioned..is for the BIG ACQUIRING “NEED TO MAKE INCOME” OFTEN ORNERY STATUS QUO..

ABIDING ENDURING JAMES 3:17

RELATIONSHIP

THEOLOGY

http://www.relationshiptheology.org

Motto:: “YOU DON’T EVER HAVE TO BE ACCUSATIVE,DISREPECTFUL OR MEAN..IF YOU ,I, EACH OF US ABIDE IN ENDURING JAMES 3:17”

ABIDING IN JAMES 3:17 “pure, peaceable, easily entreated, full of mercy and (Apostle Pauline) good fruits(* Gal 5:22-23), without partiality and without hypocrisy”

(Each, BOTH, ALL person(s) involved in every kind of abiding RELATIONSHIP is instructed, yields to, is willing to RUN TO ETERNAL GOD FOR HIS DIVINE HELP in doing so, during big tests, pressures, intense spiritual warfare)

The Relationship “PURE FRUIT” that resembles”the wisdom that comes from above” And also (‘pure fruit mentioned therein,the Apostle Paul Galatians 5:22-23 Fruits of the Spirit)

GALATIANS 5:22-23 “Fruits of the spirit”

AT LAST,FINALLY:

WHAT truly causes a Christian leader.. to develop a

hard, compassion fatigued, callous, immune ,

Pitiful Victim, and no longer discerning tired heart?

I would advise Revelation 2: The Lost First Love Lampstand, busy Church of Ephesians letter
In my leader mind, I have often puzzled, WHAT HAPPENED to the Church of Ephesians following BOOK OF EPHESIANS being written, that would morph it into the LOST FIRST LOVE LEADER FELLOWSHIP?

I would advise BOOK OF I Samuel f1-4 ..After that, it slowly downwardly dissolves into being similar to I Samuel Compassion Fatigued Leader, be it all of the fruit of that sorry Saga or even just an accusing part (typecasting, of the weeping persecuted Mother of the FIRST national and AREA OFFICE PROPHET.

I would advice reading Psalm 127;1 ENTIRE Psalm 115, Proverbs 2:1-5

And, clearly with all of that busy ministry hard work, Making Money Forward Focus..top prioritizing, SEEKING provision, income,making it leader BIG as in MY, OUR achievement..(identity in $$, ministry bigger and better Possessions, having STUFF) rather than PURSUING “RELATIONSHIP” First with the LORD and after than the FAMILY, personal relationships

AND devalue GOD FORMED REAL PEOPLE..simply because your USED to them, USED to GOD sending MANY MORE if 3-4 leave in frustration and being accused by Critical Accuser Legalism gossip, rumors and racism,gender, age,appearance UNKIND LEADER BIAS..or when they are devalued,disrepected, NOT appreciated..as God has been pointing this out.

PS…PSALM 115 is a MAIN DISCERNMENT AFFECTING MINISTRY, LAY, LIFE ONGOING KEY

PSALM 127:1

LOST FIRST LOVE LAMPSTAND, BELIEVER...Note the need to place seeking GOD and HIS SUPERNATURAL WISDOM….meaning…. over the need , focus on PROVISION, INCOME…PROVERBS 2:2-5

FOR INFORMATION ABOUT TOP LEADER WISE COUNSEL ,DISCUSSING A LOCAL FELLOWSHIP WORKSHOP, OR A PERSON INVOLVED IN DEEP RELATIONSHIP INTRIGUE, RECURRING DRAMA

EMAIL dfwleader@gmail.com

NOTE:apostolic senior minister Taveau is not a licensed therapist or counselor but has over 35 deep full years of RELATIONSHIP tough , tender, drama, intrigue, silent treatment, abuse, demonic oppression, and interacting with God’s carnal “Psalm 144″strange toxic” somewhat ‘children” also mainly her BIGGEST DFW, ongoing USA grass roots life discovery are the 2 TIMOTHY 2:24-26 “God’s People who OPPOSE THEMSELVES” (MTC Mentally Tough Customers”) thus she might be able to help ,encourage,comfort and edify Pastors, Ministers, Leaders, who also understand THIS self important, all too wise yet assessed as Born Again Christians, Living In De-Nile”

Small fee based love offering basically…supports as her apostolic tentmaking

THE MINISTRY APOSTOLIC BACKSTORY Contented fully Happy Sr Pastors valued and respected, even cherished firstborn yielded, non contrary daughter. Saved 9, Billy Graham redicated twice, fully on fire 17…Spirit filled age 20, Jesus Person style…Post college, married, pre the children..was seated in a half Presbyterian, 1/2 charismatic GREAT CHURCH..and sense a quiet Call from God..to SURF,STUDY His Born Again Ministry CHOSEN Body..1976 on..the Unknown Yielded Galatians 1:1-2. The original CALL was to be SENT to study HIS True BODY with the End Result to”Build bridges between the many varieties who are authentic Born Again, and all races,big and many small works. Plus was, still AM, “SENT OUT ” Per Kind God’s specific instructions: “IF YOU RUN INTO SOMETHING THAT HURTS ANOTHER PERSON, OR HURTS MY GOOD NAME, just 1-2 times, IGNORE IT.BUT IF 3 TIME OR MORE TRAIN ON IT..(which I compassionately now DO.)